I'm scared. This recession is starting to get to me.
My stepdad is getting laid off in 2 months. My mom is stressing out about this stuff at me. My mom and stepdad never really converse with me. It's sad. I'm starting to feel wide apart from people.
What major do I really want to do? I want to do business marketing. But my mom just tells me to change my major to something in healthcare due to this recession and said she wants me to have a "stable" job.
Lately I've been trying to talk to old friends that used to talk to me a lot. I realized that I separated myself from my good friends. Those friends that were there for you when you needed it. All I thought about was school and work. I'm a selfish person.
No wonder I've been feeling so left out from people. I'm doing my best to keep in touch with my friends. I really don't mean to ignore people. It's just I'm so oblivious to these things sometimes...
I feel like I'm going through Erikson's Psychosocial development on Identity vs. Role Confusion. Maybe this stuff I'm going through is all normal?
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
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